Happy Memorial days guys…especially to the men and women who have gave their lives. While we eat BBQ and enjoy the sun, they are families without a family member. I thank every person who is affected and I hope everyone has a great day! My kids, my mom and dad and my boo..
Now that is is pool time everyone is pit showing there summer bodies and I’m just here not so summer ready but hey why do others get to decide what’s a good summer body. Today I saw a woman in a two piece ad she was proud and having fun. I admire that so much. I took my shorts off by the water and I am bigger than her not by much but still. I laid by pool and got some sun rays and sometimes I get down and wish I was smaller but then I think how would that be fair. Skinny and awesome?! I must give other a chance .ha! I’m kidding but seriously how are yall doing ..did you find a good suit? Can I see?!
My first swim of the season was yesterday. I have a suit i got last year and it’s a two piece from torrid.. high bottoms long top..almost all one piece but not really. I love it but I am embarrassed.I went to the pool and it took everything I had not to wear shorts. People seeing my thunder thighs and round body was a bit much.I like alot of others don’t want to end up a fat shaming meme. When I finally stop caring I wore my suit and just had fun and it was great. Why do I give others so much power over me? My emotions.. I hope everyone else wearing what they want to …can we be each other’s cheerleaders?! Your beautiful guys… every single one.. now pictures aren’t professional and im.not posing or hiding my stomach. They are normal pictures and I look like what I am round, imperfect and I did get some stares but I just took a deep breathe and had fun!
I went to a baby shower yesterday and I wore a forever 21 crop top, and a torrid skirt bottom , it’s a high and low . Now I normal would never walk out that way. I have been feeling brave. The skirt is high so not much was showing but it was nice to just let it hang out and be out with no worries. Do yall wear them out? How do you feel? How does it make you feel? Now the picture are not the best I know but I had to take them alone . I want to be more adventurous, I don’t want to look back at my life and wish I had. I can be cute and sex and show skin even if I weigh more than some of the other girls, yes I got some stares but to be fair it might be because of the hair. Let’s be brave and show some skin I say! As long as your comfortable who cares…
As you know everyone loves summer. What’s not to love the water, BBQ and drinks and fun but if your plus size or fat then it’s the most insecure time for your life but every year. You bare yourself in something you dare to put on and people stare and the bold take pictures. What a put down but last year I said Fuck It! I wore my two piece Torrid suit and just had fun in the sun. It was perfect but I wonder how I am this year. Won’t lie I get bolder the older I get. Why not I’m awesome! I mean I’m not super model but I think im cute and so does my guy. He likes when I stop being worried and just am comfortable in my skin. No secret people I’m fat, I know..it’s no secret. My guy
met me fat and he likes me. Not because he a chubby chaser but because of me. He has a girl who happens to be big , he didn’t go out his way to get one that way.. Any how what do you think guys do we dare to let them stare!?